17.0203-1100 Hevea is Thalia's sexuality but Thalia controls their body.

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@25.0830-1149.47 Atx

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　　Dear Marla, 

　　　Hevea is Thalia's sexuality but Thalia controls their body.

　　The Hevea character is mostly just an overwhelming urge for ~100%/100%.

　　We could add a lot of sex to the story except I am post-menopausal and my sex drive is just plain slowing down.  It has also turned inward over the last 15-20 years. I have gradually shifted to being more of a solo rubber-sexual and have lost interest in sex with partners. I prefer my hand or machines that will fuck my brains out.  

　　There are often some sexual rumblings, but they tend to result in a desire for ongoing, extended orgasmal edging. 

　　In addition, Hevea imposes a total ban on my orgasms throughout the week and then a culminating with 30+ minutes in the fuckbox on Saturdays at 3pm. 

　　Or, I can elect at the beginning of the week to sit in the fuckbox every day at 3pm, *without fail*, every day, whether I am in the "mood" or not. Failure to do precisely this may result in heavy HITEz penalties.  

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o   Thalia repressed her fetish (a.k.a. "Hevea") to live most of her life as a more-or-less 'vanilla'  heterosexual facade with her male partners. It was not until recently that Frank's lengthy business trips allowed her to begin to accept and explore her fetish in earnest. 

o   Until now, Thalia's only outlet from the repression of her fetish has been the stories and musings she has been writing in her personal journal/blog. 

o   *Submerse* yourself in something.

o   My fetish is a loving sadist. I guess that makes me, Thalia, a masochist.